Thursday, November 26, 2009

Noraebang!!!!


Our Noraebang Day... ang gling kumanta ng mga ksma ko... nahiya ako bigla... ^.^







Blow by Blow account would be posted later... Have a massive headache... 2 days hang over... hmmm hang over... sa 2 bottles of SanMig Light... I'm such a LOSER!!!! ^.^

Ten Things...

10 Things I Hate About HIM

1. He's everything I look for in a guy (maputing matangkad na chinitong maganda ang siko)

2. He has a sense of humour (albeit mababaw and sometimes crude)

3. He thinks I'm cute (which is pretty rare since I haven't heard anyone say that to me before, he mentions the butt thing as well, but that's not new to me)

4. He's sweet (this whole page wouldn't even suffice every sweet thing he has done for me)

5. He's nice (not just to me but to everybody and when I say eveybody I mean EVERYBODY)

6. He has a different way of pronouncing my name (aside from calling me BUNSO, i know he doesn't really do this on purpose... it's really the way he says my name from the onset... he says my name bisaya-like, saying IRIN instead of ERIN... which is funny, almost annoying actually, oh and he has a certain look when he calls me that, I even have it on VIDEO!! Haha!!! Stalker Alert!)

7. He's DEDICATED (to a lot of things, his craft, his business, his sports, his [do I dare say] significant other, she's a very, very significant other... how significant do you ask? He even hgave her his last name... THAT SIGNIFICANT!)

8. He says I can cook (Hehehe!!! ^.^)

9. He has a really scary (**kilig**) way of looking at ME (Delusion? Wishful Thinking perhaps? It just so happen that I have a photo to prove it... ^.^ )

10. And last but not least, drum rolll please... he's my latest Eien Kataomoi Syndrome... My Kimi Wo Koto Wasurenai yo.... ^.^ (those who can't understand japanese.... I'm not translating, Gomen!!!! ^.^)

EMO Moment

Scratch Paper Entry
Written Date: 11.24.09
Topic: Eien Kataomoi Syndrome Strikes Back, ERIN on EMO-mode AGAIN


Should I Be Happy?

I have this philosophy about people I like (okay, LOVE... but it's so strong a word to describe something so vague,so unknown to me... told you I was feeling EMO) I'd always say that I'd be happy as long as long as they ae happy. But it's a melancholic kind of HAPPINESS. I was able to do it in the past albeit the bitter feeling. This time,I'm tired of smiling, looking happy in front of him,just pretending that I'm okay seeing him, it sucks... I'm not EMO... no... not always but I'm tired. Just that I'm tired of having to pretend I don't have feelings when I do... I'm tired of always having to be the one who has the thought process, the person who's always thinking about people's reaction when he could just walk around and act like we're the brother & sister tandem that we used to be, keyword "used to be", we're no longer that it stopped being that when I found out that I have a crush on him as well, it stopped being that when he started putting innuendos in our conversations, it stopped being that when he sent that 'supposedly' innocent text that includes my 4 most hated words now (I Miss You, Bunso...). It's wrong for me to misinterpret it, but he's been saying that after I arrived from Singapore and every chance he gets...

We don't speak that much now... It's a bad thing but it's something I need to do if i wish to get over him... I don't want to be over him truth be told, but... again, it's tiring... and I'm tired. I'm not able to smile normally anymore,not in front of him and I'm dreading seeing him. I don't want to look sad when I see him and I've already said this a couple of times, I'm tired. so best thing to do is to avoid the cause, which is is really not hard to do sine we have different schedules and we're not on the same work area. It's just that,Fate likes to play tricks on me, I'm not mad... but I can't always be cautious...

(A/N: EMO OVERLOAD!!!! ^.^)

Scratch!!! Scratch Scratch!!!!

These are just some of my random rants, I usually write my thoughts on paper especially if I'm bored or if it's really a significant event... these are just some of them... some are actually too personal to share so those notes I'm keeping to myself... ^.^

Disclaimer: No editing was done during the typing of these entries, what's written on my notepad is the same thing that I wrote down... minus the grammatical errors... ^.^


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Scratch Paper Entry (1)
Date Written: 04.22.09
Topic: Random Sightings


When it rains it pours!!!

First is the Korean cutie,then the Song Woo Bin look-a-like and next is my long lost brother... Haha! Oppa looks older than before, he doesn't have gel today... He's supposed to make yakap, I think... but I backed out... Is he hurt? Hmm... Kilig-Kilig... but he rally looks gloomy nowadays... not that I've seen him plenty of times this week... The last few times I've seen him he doesn't smile the same way to me anymore... I'm thinking something might've changed... I'm not sure what it is but something about the way he address me is different from the way he always say "Bunso!' before...

(A/N: DELUSION Land again... )
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Scratch Paper Entry (2)
Date Written: 06.03.09
Topic: The Aliens


I happen to be in the same elevator with them going down yesterday. Scott (the other half of the ALIEN CLUB, KOREAN DIVISION) said something to them. And I think he was referring to me... yah, my paranoid side just might be kicking in but still, I really think it's me he's talking about. Stupid chinky eyed alien! ^.^

SCOTT QUOTE: Dude, I just saw someone....

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Scratch Paper Entry (3)
Date Written: 06.15.09
Topic: Lessons Learned In A Day


*Stop blabbing, it's gonna get you in DEEP trouble

*BINGKANTOS is a hush-hush word, stop announcing it to the world

*I Really need to know when to shut up

*Stop being bitter, you have no right or better yet you're UNKNOWN

*Eavesdropping is really fun especially if the topic of discussion is the person you don't like (nope,I don't HATE her,there isn't a reason to), hahaha!!! B*tch moment! ^.^

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Scratch Paper Entry (4)
Date Written: 06.30.09
Topic: End Of Hiatus


He's back!!!! Yey!!! The Song Woo-Bin look-a-like is back!!! I soooo lurve him talaga!!!! To death!!!! And oh, the couple... I'm not seeing them together anymore, odd! Anyways, I don't want to assume...

I've noticed, I've been ranting a lot lately... it's weird... I'm not usually a ranter (is there such a word?)


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Scratch Paper Entry (5)
Date Written: 07.13.09
Topic: Another close encounter with the 3rd kind


Part I
Raining outside... OA... don't have an umbrella with me. Had a close encounter with the 3rd kind... There were 4 of them... I can't tell the difference from a long distance... sorry, faulty eyes... but I heard one of them say "Dude, I see her"... HER could be anyone.... it just so happened that I'm the only female standing there on the lobby and they were looking my way... Paranoia? I'm thinking that they're making fun of me... I don't care about him anyway, I want a new sched... this sched sucks big time!!!!

Part II
Again, my sucking 15 minute break ruined!!! I'm not that into him!!! I'm just annoyed that they could make fun of me like that... earlier he was supposed to get tissue, I'm the only one who has it... he backed out, that's absolutely offensive...

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Scratch Paper Entry (6)
Date Written: 07.15.09
Topic: Sightings


Shot 2 birds with one stone again... saw KimChi this morning, chat with J-oppa after lunch, saw KimChi sleeping at the Resource Center and saw J-oppa just now bestowing me a sobrang DAD-like kiss....

Quote Of The Day: Noise has one advantage, it drowns out words.

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Scratch Paper Entry (7, 8 & 9)
Date Written: 08.10, 11 & 16.09
Topic: KimChi


08.10.09
KimChi is taken, again?! What is this an on-again-off-agin relationship? It's confusing me!!! I thought it was my happy day today... well, I get to talk to Woo Bin-sunbae (WB-sunbae) anyway... he's updating me about KimChi, i told him that I'm not interested in KimChi anymore... that I'd court him instead... hmmm i don't think he believes me though...

08.11.09
New KimChi name: Fermented Chinese Cabbage (FCC)

All of us are wearing BLACK. WB-sunbae, my FCC and ME... I knew it!!!! We're like a telenovela triangle... But I would be pining for WB-sunbae and FCC's pining for me... yep! me again off to DELUSION Land!!!! ^.^

08.16.09
I have a mission on Tuesday. I'm gonna say "Annyoung!!" to FCC and he's gonna greet me back... Bwahahaha!!!! ^.^ (A/N: for those who are curious, this is a failed mission... it's not that I wasn't able to see him alone... I just decided then and there that the idea is absolutely stupid... and NO, I didn't chicken out... ^.^)

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Scratch Paper Entry (10)
Date Written: 09.12.09
Topic: The start of my "Nomu Gipuen Johuenal" Day


Everyday is my "Nomu Gipuen Johuenal" Day (A/N: This roughly translates to Wonderful Day... ^.^)... Why? Basta! I want to be happy everyday even if it's just because of a small thing...

My Secret Shifter Lists:

1. Ok Taeckyeon
2. Wild Bunnies Episode with the Dirty Eyed Boys
3. Ok Taeckyeon and Im Seulong
4. Ok Taeckyeon smiling
5. Taeck's burning eye stare
6. Jinwoon and Jun Ho's eye smile
7. My WB look-a-like

Quote For The Day:

Make it your ambition to lead a quiet life,to mind your own business and to work your hands, just as we told you, so that your daily life may win the respect of outsiders, and so that you will not be dependent on anybody. --->1 Thessalonians 4:11&12

REMEMBER YOUR ABC's

A void negative sources, people,places things and habits
B elieve in yourself
C onsider things fromevery angle
D on't give up, don't give in
E njoy life today, yesterday is gone and tomorrow may never come
F amily and Friemds are hidden treasures, seek them and enjoy their riches
G ive more than you plan to give
H ang on to your dreams
I gnore those who try to discourage you
J ust do it!
K eep on trying, no matter how hard it seems, it will get easier
L ove yourself first and most
M ake it happen
N ever lie, cheat or steal, always strike a fair deal
O pen your eyes and see things as they really are
P ractise makes perfect
Q uitters never win and winners never quit
R ead, study and learn about everything important in your life
S top procastinating
T ake control of your own destiny
U nderstand yourself in order to better understand others
V isualize it
W ant it more than anything
eX cel at doing your best
Y ou can do anything you set out to do
Z ero in on your target and go for it

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Survey!!! Survey!!!

1. If you could go a week forward or a week backwards, which would you choose?
--->can i choose both? backward kc I'd like to go to the Noraebang with my friends... since I wasn't able to join them... forward because I would want another week to be over already... ^.^

2. Do you follow college football?
--->nope!!!

3. What were you doing before this?
--->checking my FB account and answering 21 Questions (ermm... 3 out of the 21 Questions... ^.^)

4. Who was the last person to send you a text message?
---> my unnie

5. Last time you went swimming in a pool and where?
---> hmmm, can't remember... I think it was during our Team Building...

6. Are you happy?
--->define HAPPY...

7. Where was the last place you went shopping?
---> Alabang Town Center... ^.^

8. How do you feel about your hair?
---> I'm okay with it, just want my side bangs back... ^.^

9. Last thing you ate:
---> Healthy Options, no kidding that's the name of the dish got it from a food mag just thought I'd try it out... and my friends says it tasted OK!!! Woot! Yey for me!!!

10. Want to kick anyone's ass?
--->yep, most of the time...

11. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
--->my emerald earrings, it was given to me when I was in elementary.. i don't wear it though...

12. AIM or MSN?
--->YM?

13. What classes are you taking right now?
--->currently working...

14. How many hours on average do you work a week?
--->40 hours...

15. Who are the people you like right now?
--->my friends, my Secret Shifter...

16. Who was the last person to call you?
---> cousin

17. What's your sign?
---> Leo

18. Do you have a favorite number?
---> 8 and 18... ^.^

19. Where do you spend most of your money?
--->mainly books and food... oh and kikay stuff...

20. Where does most of your family live?
---> Philippines

21. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
---> an older sister and 2 younger brothers

22. Ever been called a hoe/slut?
--->Nope!!

23. Ever been called a bitch?
---> umm, can't remember...

24. Did you ever collect Beanie Babies?
---> i only have one beanie baby...

25. Collect anything?
--->books

26. Myspace or Facebook?
---> FB, don't have a myspace account...

27. Do you have T-mobile?
--->Nope...

28. Do you sometimes wish you were someone else?
---> doesn't everybody?

29. Last time you saw your parents:
---> 10 hours ago... I'm supposed to be home by now... but I'm going to the Noraebang!!! ^.^

30. Do you have any talents?
--->umm, is annoying people a talent... oh and dancing and singing out of tune... ^.^

31. Ever been in a wedding?
---> yep, been a flower girl, a bridesmaid twice and an emergency bridesmaid... ^.^

32. Last movie you watched:
--->500 Days Of Summer!!! I absolutely love it!!! ^.^

33. Are you missing anyone at the moment?
---> yep, my Secret Shifter(s), the Fermented Chinese Cabbage and Jay-oppa

34. Did you take a nap today?
--->was supposed to take a nap, got distracted by FB...

35. How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
--->6 hours...

36. Do you have any wealthy friends?
---> i have no idea...

37. Ever met anyone famous before?
---> yep...

38. Could you handle being in the military?
---> i'd die there...

39. Are you hungry or thirsty?
---> both

40. Favorite nightclub:
--->never been to one...

41. Can you speak any other languages?
--->slightly japanese, slightly korean...

42. Last time you went to the gym or worked out?
---> i've never been to the gym...

43. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
---> a lot... i guess...

44. Do you have a photo hosting site that you use?
---> photobucket and multiply...

45. Last place you were:
--->Lung Center

46. What is/was your school mascot?
---> i don't know if we have one...

47. Do you have any regrets?
---> maybe...

48. Penguins in Africa?
---> noo... poor penguins...

49. Have you ever been gambling?
---> not real ones

50. How old are your parents?
---> 50+... not sure...

51. Favorite place to be:
---> Anywhere that has a view... khit sa building lng...

52. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
---> Patrick Star and Timmy of The Fairly Odd Parents

53. How is the weather today?
---> overcast...

54. What did you do last night?
---> practise cooking my baon and sleep...

55. How long has it been since you kissed someone?
---> ermm...

56. Do you like your best friend's girlfriend/boyfriend?
---> NO!

57. Have you ever liked the same person as your friend?
---> yes, during HS, my bestfriend and I have the same crush... but it's not a big deal...

58. What are your plans for this week/weekend?
---> rest and sleep on my rest day... and work during the weekend...

59. Who is the sweetest friend you have?
---> mrmi... can't just pick one...

60. What are you listening to?
---> Step By Me by f(x)

61. What is your favorite thing about someone you dislike?
--->her fermented chinese cabbage

62. Have you ever truly thought you knew who you were going to marry?
---> nope, as far as i can remember I was picturing myself as an old maid... ^.^

63. How long was your longest relationship?
---> ^.^

64. Have you ever dated your best friend?
---> nope...

65. Say something nice about your siblings?
---> they're crazy and they tolerate me!!!! ^.^

66. If you could be any age, how old would you be?
---> i'd go back to being 12 y.o and start from there..

67. Why did you last cry?
---> why? or when?

68. What made you angry today?
---> nothing in particular...

69. Do you have one friend that you love more than anyone?
---> none...

70. What was the last compliment you received?
---> ahaha!!! ^.^

71. What was the last thing you and your mom talked about?
--->my christmas pay...

72. Who is your oldest friend (age-wise)?
---> ummm... hush hush...

73. Who is your youngest friend?
---> sino nga b?

74. Who made you smile today?
---> my friends, we're going to the NORAEBANG!!!!

75. What time did you wake up today?
---> 2am

76. Do you have any classes today?
---> nope...

77. What color are your parents' eyes?
---> brown

78. Do you want to be single or taken right now?
---> hmmm....

21 Questions...

I'm doing 21 Questions in Facebook... I really enjoy doing stuff like this... I don't really answer all of them but I get a kick out of several questions that I really really want to answer but wouldn't publish even if they pay me millions... ok maybe I will if they gave me all Bill Gates' money... ^.^

Noraebang here I come!!!!

Finally!!!! I wanted to do this for a long time now... wahaha!!! I LOOOOVE to sing, unfortunately singing hates me.... to death!!! So what I usually do at Noraebangs would be sit pretty and eat... or sing along but never hold the mic... i sound like a 12 year old girl trying to distinguish the difference between noise and music...

Updates about what happened later... I'll try to take some shots and videos of my friends singing... ^.^

Monday, November 23, 2009

Uy, first time...

Decided to create a blog, since my friend's been bugging me about making one... she's making one herself... so I was thinking maybe this is just one of her friendship requirements... hahaha!!! I'm not sure if I'd be able to keep up with writing daily... weekly siguro un pinaka mlpit n intervals... ^.^ But I'll try to update... Hmmm... I have a topic n nga e... but I'll leave that for next time.... ^.^