Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Positive Thinking
Haven't posted anything for a while.. (ok a looong time...) Just hppened to find this article (website) while browsing tumblr... i kinda like it... haven't read it entirely but thought I might share a few articles that caught my attention...
source: http://www.betrulyhappy.com
What is Positive Thinking?
Half Full or Half Empty?
Half Full or Half Empty?
If you’ve been interested in self improvement for a while now, then chances are you’ve heard the term positive thinking a number of times.
The first time I heard about positive thinking was while reading Napoleon Hill’s “Think and Grow Rich”. He dedicates an entire chapter to what he calls “Positive Mental Attitude”. PMA is a success principle he wrote about after interviewing and learning the characteristics of the most successful people in the United States.
So what exactly is positive thinking?
To make it as simple as possible, positive thinking is thinking positive. It’s simply a style of thinking that can change your entire outlook on life.
Positive thinking is focusing your thoughts more on solutions (positive) rather than problems (negative).
To some of us this may come naturally but others have to work hard to make it an everyday habit.
Let’s say for example you crashed your car. Instead of just thinking about the wreck (problem), think about getting your car fixed and renting a car until it gets fixed(solution).
Yes, it’s terrible your car was wrecked but look, at least you were given a chance to live tomorrow. Be grateful for that. No matter how negative the situation may seem, seek out the positive because there is always a positive side to it.
“Every burden is a blessing in disguise”
Here are more positive motivational quotes.
What does positive thinking do?
Positive thinking makes life a lot easier. When we focus on the problems or have a bunch of negative thoughts running through our mind, we become more and more stressed out.
That stress causes our mood to change and we become angry, irritated, annoyed, or even depressed. Negative emotions start filling our lives.
So what we see here is that negative thoughts leads to negative emotions.
Emotions come from your thoughts so positive thinking creates positive emotions.
What does it take to become a positive thinker?
Start living consciously.
When we fully realize that we can actually choose the thoughts that we are thinking, then we become more in control.
We start running life instead of life running us. Instead of our environment and our experiences creating our emotions, we start controlling how we want to feel.
To become a positive thinker, become aware of your thought patterns and practice daily to shift it to a positive style of thinking.
10 Benefits of Positive Thinking
Positive thinking makes a big difference in our lives. The only thing is you never should force yourself to think positive. Instead adapt to this style of thinking by practicing until it becomes a habit. Forcing yourself leads to extra stress that none of us need!
I’ve made this list to help you see the benefits of positive thinking. These 10 benefits go hand and hand. One benefit leads to another. Let’s take a look at them now.
Beat Stress
The first benefit of positive thinking is that it helps you overcome stress since you’ll be handling situations in a positive manner. You’ll be able let go of things that you usually get frustrated or worried about. Positive thinking helps you realize and understand that feeling those negative emotions leads to nowhere.
Remember, positive thinkers see the solutions, not just the the problems. When you get over things and focus on the solution, you’re less likely to stress about it.
More Energy
When you have less stress and worries in your life, you have extra energy to do the things you love. Sometimes our mind is the reason for our fatigue. Stressing and not being able to see the brighter side of life drains our energy. We feel tired, moody, and less interested in the things we love so much. Get energized by simply changing the way you think!
Deeper Relationships
The truth is people love positive people. It’s much easier to connect with positive people.
Incorporating positive thinking in your life not only helps build deeper relationships with people, but positive relationships with people. Positive relationships are built on support, trust, and understanding which makes the quality of these relationships much better.
Now let’s see, who would you be more open with? A positive thinker who supports you or someone negative that puts down your ideas and criticizes you? I think we all know the answer to that one.
Peace of Mind
Positive thinking will have you looking at the positive side of life. Your mind will relax and your thoughts will calm down. Instead of your thoughts running wild to make sure everything turns out okay, your thoughts will be much more relaxed because you’ll believe that everything is okay. And if things don’t turn out for the best, it won’t matter because you’ll have the ability to turn that negative into a positive.
You’ll be Organized
When I go into a house that’s messy and cluttered, I believe it’s a reflection of how the person thinks.
You see, once you clear your mind of all the unnecessary thoughts and become organized with your thinking, your environment becomes organized too. Less stress, clear thinking, and more energy are all benefits of positive thinking! So instead of just taking off your clothes and leaving them on the ground, you’ll actually have the energy to pick them up and hang it.
Healthier Lifestyle
Our thinking directly affects our bodies and how it functions.
Negative thinking makes the whole body weak and fragile. All that stress, worrying, and nonsense thinking leads to headaches, sleeping disorders, muscle tensions, anxiety, and fatigue.
I actually remember working with a 50 year old lady that looked like she was in her 30’s. I asked, “What’s your secret?” She replied back, “It’s simple, I always smile!” She pushes the problems aside and just focuses on being happy.
Fortunate
Positive things happen to positive people. I remember a guy that lost his job right after buying a home but he didn’t seem too worried. Right after that happened, he won a little over a million dollars!
Be positive for a whole day and see all the good that comes to you.
Fear Goes Away
Fear is the killer of all dreams. It will hold you back, it will make you stress, and it will turn something good into something bad.
Becoming a positive thinker eliminates fear. When you know for certain in your mind that you can turn burdens into blessings, you’ll have nothing to fear. You see, all our emotions are created by what we think. Fear comes from thinking about the negative. Give fear a kick in the butt by thinking positive.
Create More Time
Who wouldn’t love more time especially in today’s world? Positive thinking gives you just that. How exactly will you create more time?
You’ll create more time because you won’t be stuck thinking about every problem you have in your life. You’ll learn to get over it and find what you need to do to be happy instead.
When you start using your mind right, you can wake up earlier since you’ll be sleeping better. You can make decisions faster. You’ll be more organized all around. You’ll love life because life is good when you have enough “you time”.
Fulfilling Life
A positive state of mind creates positive emotions. Positive emotions creates a positive lifestyle. What would you rather have? Being happy all the time or feeling angry constantly?
Ask yourself that question and from today on, make the decision to use positive thinking in your life everyday to enjoy these benefits and more!
There are 5 steps to positive thinking. These steps are easy to follow but it’s
your consistency, persistence, and determination which will ultimately
shift your style of thinking. Make a decision that from this day
forward, you will live consciously. You have to
become aware of your thoughts and actions
since that is what shapes your life.
Only then are you ready.
Positive Attitude
Positive attitude is the very basic of all success. It consists of positive emotions
such as happiness, desire, gratitude, loyalty, empowerment, enthusiasm,
faith, and love. A positive attitude helps you handle a situation
in a positive manner instead of negative. This reduces
stress and creates opportunities that wouldn’t
have been seen before. Find out How
to Build a Positive Attitude.
Positive Affirmations
Using positive affirmations involve repeating powerful statements to yourself to
overcome your current style of thinking. For example, let’s say you see
yourself as a failure because of your past experiences. Decisions
that you make in the future will always be based on the
failures you’ve had. Using positive affirmations
helps change that. Find out how to Create
a Positive Affirmation That Works!
Creative Visualization
One of the critical steps to positive thinking is creative visualization. Visualize
to yourself the lifestyle you’ll attain because of positive thinking. Your
mind believes whatever it sees. It’s like those dreams when you
are falling off a cliff and wake up terrified. Your mind
thought it was real. These Creative Visualization
Techniques will help you in your journey
to living a new positive lifestyle.
Get Enough Sleep
With our busy schedules, sometimes its hard to get a good night’s rest. When
we don’t get enough sleep, we’re only hurting ourselves. Getting rest is
one of the very important steps to positive thinking because it
makes concentrating easier. When you can concentrate
better, you’re more aware of your thoughts and
actions. It’s easier to think positive. Here’s
a Guide to Getting Good Sleep
Eat Foods For The Brain
When you eat foods for the brain, the road to becoming a positive thinker is
simpler. You’ll have more awareness, focus, and a sense of well being.
You’ll be able to notice negative thoughts quickly and replace
them with positive thoughts instead. A brain without
the proper nutrition tends to be slower and
less productive. Increase brain power
with Foods for the Brain.
source: http://www.betrulyhappy.com
What is Positive Thinking?
Half Full or Half Empty?
Half Full or Half Empty?
If you’ve been interested in self improvement for a while now, then chances are you’ve heard the term positive thinking a number of times.
The first time I heard about positive thinking was while reading Napoleon Hill’s “Think and Grow Rich”. He dedicates an entire chapter to what he calls “Positive Mental Attitude”. PMA is a success principle he wrote about after interviewing and learning the characteristics of the most successful people in the United States.
So what exactly is positive thinking?
To make it as simple as possible, positive thinking is thinking positive. It’s simply a style of thinking that can change your entire outlook on life.
Positive thinking is focusing your thoughts more on solutions (positive) rather than problems (negative).
To some of us this may come naturally but others have to work hard to make it an everyday habit.
Let’s say for example you crashed your car. Instead of just thinking about the wreck (problem), think about getting your car fixed and renting a car until it gets fixed(solution).
Yes, it’s terrible your car was wrecked but look, at least you were given a chance to live tomorrow. Be grateful for that. No matter how negative the situation may seem, seek out the positive because there is always a positive side to it.
“Every burden is a blessing in disguise”
Here are more positive motivational quotes.
What does positive thinking do?
Positive thinking makes life a lot easier. When we focus on the problems or have a bunch of negative thoughts running through our mind, we become more and more stressed out.
That stress causes our mood to change and we become angry, irritated, annoyed, or even depressed. Negative emotions start filling our lives.
So what we see here is that negative thoughts leads to negative emotions.
Emotions come from your thoughts so positive thinking creates positive emotions.
What does it take to become a positive thinker?
Start living consciously.
When we fully realize that we can actually choose the thoughts that we are thinking, then we become more in control.
We start running life instead of life running us. Instead of our environment and our experiences creating our emotions, we start controlling how we want to feel.
To become a positive thinker, become aware of your thought patterns and practice daily to shift it to a positive style of thinking.
10 Benefits of Positive Thinking
Positive thinking makes a big difference in our lives. The only thing is you never should force yourself to think positive. Instead adapt to this style of thinking by practicing until it becomes a habit. Forcing yourself leads to extra stress that none of us need!
I’ve made this list to help you see the benefits of positive thinking. These 10 benefits go hand and hand. One benefit leads to another. Let’s take a look at them now.
Beat Stress
The first benefit of positive thinking is that it helps you overcome stress since you’ll be handling situations in a positive manner. You’ll be able let go of things that you usually get frustrated or worried about. Positive thinking helps you realize and understand that feeling those negative emotions leads to nowhere.
Remember, positive thinkers see the solutions, not just the the problems. When you get over things and focus on the solution, you’re less likely to stress about it.
More Energy
When you have less stress and worries in your life, you have extra energy to do the things you love. Sometimes our mind is the reason for our fatigue. Stressing and not being able to see the brighter side of life drains our energy. We feel tired, moody, and less interested in the things we love so much. Get energized by simply changing the way you think!
Deeper Relationships
The truth is people love positive people. It’s much easier to connect with positive people.
Incorporating positive thinking in your life not only helps build deeper relationships with people, but positive relationships with people. Positive relationships are built on support, trust, and understanding which makes the quality of these relationships much better.
Now let’s see, who would you be more open with? A positive thinker who supports you or someone negative that puts down your ideas and criticizes you? I think we all know the answer to that one.
Peace of Mind
Positive thinking will have you looking at the positive side of life. Your mind will relax and your thoughts will calm down. Instead of your thoughts running wild to make sure everything turns out okay, your thoughts will be much more relaxed because you’ll believe that everything is okay. And if things don’t turn out for the best, it won’t matter because you’ll have the ability to turn that negative into a positive.
You’ll be Organized
When I go into a house that’s messy and cluttered, I believe it’s a reflection of how the person thinks.
You see, once you clear your mind of all the unnecessary thoughts and become organized with your thinking, your environment becomes organized too. Less stress, clear thinking, and more energy are all benefits of positive thinking! So instead of just taking off your clothes and leaving them on the ground, you’ll actually have the energy to pick them up and hang it.
Healthier Lifestyle
Our thinking directly affects our bodies and how it functions.
Negative thinking makes the whole body weak and fragile. All that stress, worrying, and nonsense thinking leads to headaches, sleeping disorders, muscle tensions, anxiety, and fatigue.
I actually remember working with a 50 year old lady that looked like she was in her 30’s. I asked, “What’s your secret?” She replied back, “It’s simple, I always smile!” She pushes the problems aside and just focuses on being happy.
Fortunate
Positive things happen to positive people. I remember a guy that lost his job right after buying a home but he didn’t seem too worried. Right after that happened, he won a little over a million dollars!
Be positive for a whole day and see all the good that comes to you.
Fear Goes Away
Fear is the killer of all dreams. It will hold you back, it will make you stress, and it will turn something good into something bad.
Becoming a positive thinker eliminates fear. When you know for certain in your mind that you can turn burdens into blessings, you’ll have nothing to fear. You see, all our emotions are created by what we think. Fear comes from thinking about the negative. Give fear a kick in the butt by thinking positive.
Create More Time
Who wouldn’t love more time especially in today’s world? Positive thinking gives you just that. How exactly will you create more time?
You’ll create more time because you won’t be stuck thinking about every problem you have in your life. You’ll learn to get over it and find what you need to do to be happy instead.
When you start using your mind right, you can wake up earlier since you’ll be sleeping better. You can make decisions faster. You’ll be more organized all around. You’ll love life because life is good when you have enough “you time”.
Fulfilling Life
A positive state of mind creates positive emotions. Positive emotions creates a positive lifestyle. What would you rather have? Being happy all the time or feeling angry constantly?
Ask yourself that question and from today on, make the decision to use positive thinking in your life everyday to enjoy these benefits and more!
There are 5 steps to positive thinking. These steps are easy to follow but it’s
your consistency, persistence, and determination which will ultimately
shift your style of thinking. Make a decision that from this day
forward, you will live consciously. You have to
become aware of your thoughts and actions
since that is what shapes your life.
Only then are you ready.
Positive Attitude
Positive attitude is the very basic of all success. It consists of positive emotions
such as happiness, desire, gratitude, loyalty, empowerment, enthusiasm,
faith, and love. A positive attitude helps you handle a situation
in a positive manner instead of negative. This reduces
stress and creates opportunities that wouldn’t
have been seen before. Find out How
to Build a Positive Attitude.
Positive Affirmations
Using positive affirmations involve repeating powerful statements to yourself to
overcome your current style of thinking. For example, let’s say you see
yourself as a failure because of your past experiences. Decisions
that you make in the future will always be based on the
failures you’ve had. Using positive affirmations
helps change that. Find out how to Create
a Positive Affirmation That Works!
Creative Visualization
One of the critical steps to positive thinking is creative visualization. Visualize
to yourself the lifestyle you’ll attain because of positive thinking. Your
mind believes whatever it sees. It’s like those dreams when you
are falling off a cliff and wake up terrified. Your mind
thought it was real. These Creative Visualization
Techniques will help you in your journey
to living a new positive lifestyle.
Get Enough Sleep
With our busy schedules, sometimes its hard to get a good night’s rest. When
we don’t get enough sleep, we’re only hurting ourselves. Getting rest is
one of the very important steps to positive thinking because it
makes concentrating easier. When you can concentrate
better, you’re more aware of your thoughts and
actions. It’s easier to think positive. Here’s
a Guide to Getting Good Sleep
Eat Foods For The Brain
When you eat foods for the brain, the road to becoming a positive thinker is
simpler. You’ll have more awareness, focus, and a sense of well being.
You’ll be able to notice negative thoughts quickly and replace
them with positive thoughts instead. A brain without
the proper nutrition tends to be slower and
less productive. Increase brain power
with Foods for the Brain.
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Lyrics
Song Words by Artist / Band : FM Static
Lyrics Title : “Take Me As I Am”
Available on Album : Dear Diary
Released : April 7, 2009 (Album)
Music Genre : Pop punk
This time I finally see the reason why
I can't do this alone
It took some time and concentration
To believe it, this I know.
I need to build my faith sometimes
But I am so comfortable in line
I'm up there's no more time,
To try to mess with this design
Two nights compete everyone's asleep
and I don't want to say these words to you
I'll be your hand take me as I am
I just wanna be with you
Take me as I am cause I'm going
I was too scared to start now
I'm too scared to let go
Take me as I am, cause I'm growing
but its so hard to tell when I'm not used to this soul
Take me as I am, cause I'm going
I was too scared to start now I'm too scared to let go
Take me as I am, Cause I'm growing
but its so hard to tell when I'm not used to this soul
I lift my voice to sing out
Let the sound of my heart bring out
These hands aren't holding me down
Never again will I be with out
I need to feel my faith sometimes
But I am so comfortable in line
I'm up there's no more time
To try to mess with this design
Two nights compete everyone's asleep
and I don't want to say these words to you
I'll be your hand take me as I am
I just wanna be with you
Take me as I am, cause I'm going
I was too scared to start now
I'm too scared to let go
Take me as I am, cause I'm growing
but its so hard to tell when
I'm not used to this soul
Take me as I am, cause I'm going
I was too scared to start now I'm too scared to let go
Take me as I am, cause I'm growing
But its so hard to tell when I'm not used to this soul
Pyramid (Charice)
Shawty's love is like a pyramid (ooh)
We stand together till the very end (eh ooh)
There'll never be another love for sure (ooh)
Iyaz and Charice let we go
Stones, heavy like the love you've shown (shown)
Solid as the ground we've known (known)
And I just wanna carry on
We took it from the bottom up (no no no)
And even in a desert storm (yeah)
Sturdy as a rock we hold (oh)
Wishing every moment froze
Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love
Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh (oooh)
Cold (cold), never ever when you're close (close)
We will never let it fold (fold)
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery (yoh!)
And every step we took we've grown
Look how fast the time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
We're going down in history
Earthquakes can't shake us (oh)
Cyclones can't break us (oh)
Hurricanes can't take away our love
Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (hey!)
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, (at the top baby) like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing (wind is blowing)
We'll never fall just keep it going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid (eh oh)
Like a pyramid girl let me show you
That I love you so much
That we gonna get through (oh oh)
Even when there's storms
I will never go, Ima be the one to keep you safe (hey)
Before was our love back it up more than enough
Holding on to one another be the cover when it's rough (oh oh)
Mother nature (hey) or disaster won't stop at happy ever after
Pyramid, keep it going (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)
Oh oh ooooh (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)
Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (solid rock)
It feels just like it's heaven's touch (oooh)
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay (Charice), like a pyramid (what what)
Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid (pyramid)
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep it going
Forever we will stay (ooh), like a pyramid
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh
Don't Let Me Get Me lyrics
Songwriters: Austin, Dallas L; Moore, Alecia B;
Never win first place, I don't support the team
I can't take direction and my socks are never clean
Teachers dated me, my parents hated me
I was always in a fight 'cuz I can't do nothin' right
Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person starin' back at me
I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
I wanna be somebody else, yeah
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
L.A. told me, "You'll be a pop star
All you have to change is everything you are"
Tired of being compared to damn Britney Spears
She's so pretty, that just ain't me
Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe me somethin'
A day in the life of someone else
'Cuz I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
(Ohh)
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
(Ohh no)
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
(Yeah)
Don't let me get me
(Don't let me)
I'm my own worst enemy
(I'm)
Its bad when you annoy yourself
(Yoo)
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe me somethin'
A day in the life of someone else
Don't let me get me
Ohh
I'm a hazard to myself, yeah
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
(Yourself)
So irritating
(So irritating, yeah)
Don't wanna be my friend no more
(Don't wanna, don't wanna)
I wanna be somebody else
Don't let me get me
(Don't let)
(Don't let)
I'm my own worst enemy
(Don't let me get me)
Its bad when you annoy yourself
(It's bad)
(It's so bad)
So irritating
(Ohh)
Don't wanna be my friend no more
(Aah)
I wanna be somebody else
Don't let me get me
Don't let me get me
(I'm my own worst enemy)
Its bad when you annoy yourself
Family Portrait lyrics
Songwriters: Storch, Scott; Moore, Alecia;
Aah aah [Incomprehensible]
Aah aah [Incomprehensible]
Ohh ohh ohh ohh
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah
Mama please stop cryin'
I can't stand the sound
Your pain is painful
And it's tearin' me down
I hear glasses breakin'
As I sit up in my bed
I told Dad you didn't mean
Those nasty things you said
You fight about money
'Bout me and my brother
And this I come home to
This is my shelter
It ain't easy, growin' up in World War III
Never knowin' what love could be
You'll see, I don't want love to destroy me
Like it has done my family
Can we work it out?
(Can we?)
Can we be a family?
(Can we?)
I promise I'll be better
(I promise)
Mommy, I'll do anything
(I'll do anything)
Can we work it out?
Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better
Daddy, please don't leave
Daddy please stop yelling
(Stop)
I can't stand the sound
(Can't stand the sound)
Make Mama stop cryin'
'Cause I need you around
My mama, she loves you
(I know it)
No matter what she says is true
I know that she hurts you
But remember I love you too
I ran away today
Ran from the noise, ran away
(Ran away)
Don't wanna go back to that place
But don't have no choice, no way
It ain't easy growin' up in World War III
Never knowin' what love could be
That I've seen, I don't want love to destroy me
(I don't want love to destroy me)
Like it did my family
Can we work it out?
(Can we work it?)
Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better
(I promise I'll do anything)
Mommy, I'll do anything
(To keep you better)
Can we work it out?
Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better
(I promise, I promise)
Daddy, please don't leave
(Stay)
In our family portrait
(In our family portrait)
We look pretty happy
(We look pretty happy)
Let's play pretend
(Let's play pretend)
Let's act like it comes naturally
(That's right)
(That's right)
I don't wanna have to split the holidays
(No, no)
I don't want two addresses
(No)
I don't want a stepbrother anyways
And I don't want my Mommy
Have to change her last name!
In our family portrait
We look pretty happy
We look pretty normal
Let's go back to that
In our family portrait
We look pretty happy
Let's play pretend
Act like it goes naturally
In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal
(I promise I'll be better)
Let's go back to that
(Mommy I'll do anything)
In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
Let's play pretend
(I promise I'll be better)
Act like it goes naturally
(Daddy please don't leave)
Oh let's go back oh lets go back to that
In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal
(I promise I'll be better)
Lets go back to that
(Mommy I'll do anything)
In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal
(I promise I'll be better)
Let's go back to that
(Mommy I'll do anything)
Daddy don't leave
(Don't leave)
Daddy don't leave
(Don't leave)
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Daddy turn around please
Remember that the night you left
You took my shining star
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Don't leave us here alone
Mama'll be nicer
I'll be so much better
I'll tell my brother
I won't spill the milk at dinner
I'll be so much better
I'll do everything right
I'll be your little girl forever
I'll go to sleep at night
Ohh ho ohh ho
Ohh ho ohh ho
Funhouse lyrics
Songwriters: Harry, Jimmy; Kanal, Tony; Moore, Alecia;
I dance around this empty house
Tear us down, throw you out
Screaming down the halls
Spinning all around and now we fall
Pictures framing up the past
Your taunting smirk behind the glass
This museum full of ash
Once a tickle, now a rash
This used to be a Funhouse
But now it's full of evil clowns
It's time to start the countdown
I'm gonna burn it down, down, down
I'm gonna burn it down
9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, fun
Echoes knocking on locked doors
All the laughter from before
I'd rather live out on the street
Than in this haunted memory
I've called the movers, called the maids
We'll try to exorcise this place
Drag my mattress to the yard
Crumble, tumble house of cards
This used to be a Funhouse
But now it's full of evil clowns
It's time to start the countdown
I'm gonna burn it down, down, down
This used to be a Funhouse
But now it's full of evil clowns
It's time to start the countdown
I'm gonna burn it down, down, down
I'm gonna burn it down
9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, fun
I'm crawling through the doggy door
My key don't fit my life no more
I'll change the drapes, I'll break the plates
I'll find a new place, burn this fucker down
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do
Do, do, do, do, da, da, da, da
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do
(9, 8)
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do
(7, 6)
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do
(5, 4, 3)
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do
(2, 1)
This used to be a Funhouse
But now it's full of evil clowns
It's time to start the countdown
I'm gonna burn it down, down, down
This used to be a Funhouse
But now it's full of evil clowns
It's time to start the countdown
I'm gonna burn it down, down, down
I'm gonna burn it down
I Got Money Now lyrics
When I was a young buck
I tried to be liked by
Everyone
Everyone
I tried so hard to be funny and nice
I tried so hard to be sugar and spice
Didn't work for me
Got old quickly
But now I'm not losing sleep at night
No one's calling me on the telephone
To see if I'm at home
Cause now I've got everything that I have ever wanted or so it seems
Yeah so it seems yeah
You don't
Have to
Like me
Anymore
I've got money now
I don't care
What you say
About me
Anymore
I've got money now
When I got a little older
I realized
It's all lies
There is no prize
There is no prize
There is no heartache if you can afford
Everything delivered right to your door
Responsibilities
This life is easy
So now girl with everything
How could she complain
Cause she's got it made
Yeah she's got it made
I don't need to be tucked in at night
Told that everything is gonna be alright
Is gonna be alright
Cause I don't have to fight
You don't
Have to
Like me
Anymore
I've got money now
I don't care
What you say
About me
Anymore
I've got money now
I wouldn't trade a dollar for some sense
I wouldn't trade a lifetime for some friends
I've got everything
And all is what it seems
I worked so hard all of my life
Just to have things I could call mine
I don't need no love
Cause I have got enough
So now I don't mind being alone all the time
It's alright
I've got money now
That's what it's all about
And I'm so busy buying things and traveling the world
I don't have time for friends
Or family
And that's fine with me
So it seems
You don't
Have to
Like me
Anymore
I've got money now
I don't care
What you say
About me
Anymore
I've got money now
You don't
Have to
Like me
Anymore
I've got money now
I don't care
What you say
About me
Anymore
Cause I've got money now
Just Like A Pill lyrics
Songwriters: Austin, Dallas L; Moore, Alecia B;
I'm lyin' here on the floor where you left me
I think, I took too much
I'm cryin' here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun
I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch
I can't stay on your morphine, 'cuz its makin' me itch
I said, I tried to call the nurse again but she's being a little bitch
I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill
I haven't moved from the spot where you left me
This must be a bad trip
All of the other pills, they were different
Maybe I should get some help
I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch
I can't stay on your morphine, 'cuz its makin' me itch
I said, I tried to call the nurse again but she's being a little bitch
I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill
I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch
(Just like a pill)
I can't stay on your morphine, 'cuz its makin' me itch
(Just like a pill)
I said, I tried to call the nurse again but she's being a little bitch
(Just like a pill)
I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
(Frustrated, frustrated fears)
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
(Frustrated fears)
And I swear you're just like a pill
(Just like a pill)
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
(Makin' me, makin' me ill)
You keep makin' me ill
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
(Oh you keep makin' me ill)
You keep makin' me ill
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
So What lyrics
Songwriters: Martin, Max; Moore, Alecia; Schmistro, Johan;
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na
I guess I just lost my boyfriend
I don't know where he went
So I'm gonna spend my money
I'm not gonna pay his rent
I got a brand new attitude
And I'm gonna wear it tonight
I'm gonna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
I wanna start a fight
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
I wanna start a fight
So, so what, I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't need you
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight
The waiter just took my table
And gave it to Jessica Simps
I guess I'll go sit with drum boy
At least he'll knows how to sing
What if this song's on the radio?
Somebody's gonna die
I'm gonna get in trouble
My ex will start a fight
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
He's gonna start a fight
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Yeah, he's gonna get in a fight
So, so what, I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't need you
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight
You weren't there, you never were
You want it all but that's not fair
I gave you life, I gave my all
You we're there, you let me fall
So, so what, I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't need you
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight
This Is How It Goes Down lyrics
I hear my name
I hear the trash you're talking
In your sleep
The secrets that you're keeping
A chick, that's smart
Did you really think that you could keep her in the dark?
Does she purr?
Does she make it hard?
Hard to speak
Does she dress the part?
I'm sure she'll take some getting used to
Darlin, she won't ever be me
I felt the bite
Take a spit
Suck the poison out of me
I'll make you beg
Make you come
To your senses
If you keep up the shit
Take the hit
Dig the grave
This is how it goes down
This is how it goes down
Gonna run
Gonna scream
Gonna crawl round on your knees
When you realize that no one's gonna measure up to me
Doesn't matter cause I'm over it now
This is how it goes down
This is how it goes down
I'm gonna rage
Stay out really late
I'm gonna hang with all my friends you hate
I may try that threesome
Better late than never and
Better without you
This is your future as I see it
You will be homeless, poor, and broken
She will have left you when she finds out who you are
You're nothing but an extra, and baby I'm the star
I felt the bite
Take a spit
Suck the poison out of me
I'll make you beg
Make you come
To your senses
If you keep up the shit
Take the hit
Dig the grave
This is how it goes down
This is how it goes down
Gonna run
Gonna scream
Gonna crawl round on your knees
When you realize that no one's gonna measure up to me
Doesn't matter cause I'm over it now
This is how it goes down
This is how it goes down
I suppose this is how the story goes, but
Ever since that door closed, I've been going (down, down, down, down)
The drain and the pain got me nauseous (down, down, down)
I should have been more cautious or clever
Whatever, you'll never find a dude with a better headgame, and
You can take that both ways
You laughin’ like I'm playin’ wit your fingers up like oh ? (down, down, down, down)
Wish you would have a threesome without me I pull a O. G. (down, down, down)
And text you something incriminating pictures from my old days
I felt the bite
Take a spit
Suck the poison out of me
I'll make you beg
Make you come
To your senses
If you keep up the shit
Take the hit
Dig the grave
This is how it goes down
This is how it goes down
Gonna run
Gonna scream
Gonna crawl round on your knees
When you realize that no one's gonna measure up to me
Doesn't matter cause I'm over it now
This is how it goes down
This is how it goes down
Somebody doesn't like you
Cause you're not such a bigshot dude
Might wanna rethink it through
Coulda asked me, I woulda told you the truth
Somebody doesn't like you
Cause you're not such a bigshot dude
Might wanna rethink it through
Shoulda asked me, I woulda told you the truth
U + Ur Hand lyrics
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Check it out
Going out
On the late night
Looking tight
Feeling nice
It's a **** fight
I can tell
I just know
That it's going down
Tonight
At the door we don't wait cause we know them
At the bar six shots just beginning
That's when dick head put his hands on me
But you see
I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just u and ur hand tonight
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Midnight
I'm drunk
I don't give a ****
Wanna dance
By myself
Guess you're outta luck
Don't touch
Back up
I'm not the one
Buh bye
Listen up it's just not happening
You can say what you want to your boyfriends
Just let me have my fun tonight
Aiight
I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Break break
Break it down
In the corner with your boys you bet 'em five bucks
You'd get the girl that just walked in but she thinks you suck
We didn't get all dressed up just for you to see
So quit spilling your drinks on me yeah
You know who you are
High fivin, talking ****, but you're going home alone arentcha?
Cause I'm not here for your entertainment
No
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight
It's just you and your hand
I'm not here for your entertainment
No no no
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
Just take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight
Yeah oh
Who Knew lyrics
Songwriters: Martin, Max; Moore, Alecia B; Gottwald, Lukasz;
You took my hand, you showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh, that's right
I took your words and I believed
In everything you said to me
Yeah huh, that's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
?Cause they're all wrong
I know better
?Cause you said forever
And ever, who knew?
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no, no no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything
When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
But they knew better
Still you said forever and ever
Who knew? Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we, until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened?
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
?Cause they're all wrong
And that last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling, who knew?
My darling
My darling, who knew?
My darling I miss you
My darling, who knew?
Who knew?
Home lyrics
Songwriters: Daughtry, Christopher;
I'm staring out into the night, trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain
Well, I'm going home, back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from, no, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home, well I'm going home
The miles are getting longer, it seems, the closer I get to you
I've not always been the best man or friend for you
But your love it makes true and I don't know why
You always seem to give me another try
So I'm going home, back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from, no, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
Be careful what you wish for 'cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all and then some you don't want
Be careful what you wish for 'cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all, yeah
Oh, well I'm going home, back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from, no, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
I said these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home, I'm going home
Over You lyrics
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Hands Down lyrics
Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
this moment we share together
and the streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.
Lyrics Title : “Take Me As I Am”
Available on Album : Dear Diary
Released : April 7, 2009 (Album)
Music Genre : Pop punk
This time I finally see the reason why
I can't do this alone
It took some time and concentration
To believe it, this I know.
I need to build my faith sometimes
But I am so comfortable in line
I'm up there's no more time,
To try to mess with this design
Two nights compete everyone's asleep
and I don't want to say these words to you
I'll be your hand take me as I am
I just wanna be with you
Take me as I am cause I'm going
I was too scared to start now
I'm too scared to let go
Take me as I am, cause I'm growing
but its so hard to tell when I'm not used to this soul
Take me as I am, cause I'm going
I was too scared to start now I'm too scared to let go
Take me as I am, Cause I'm growing
but its so hard to tell when I'm not used to this soul
I lift my voice to sing out
Let the sound of my heart bring out
These hands aren't holding me down
Never again will I be with out
I need to feel my faith sometimes
But I am so comfortable in line
I'm up there's no more time
To try to mess with this design
Two nights compete everyone's asleep
and I don't want to say these words to you
I'll be your hand take me as I am
I just wanna be with you
Take me as I am, cause I'm going
I was too scared to start now
I'm too scared to let go
Take me as I am, cause I'm growing
but its so hard to tell when
I'm not used to this soul
Take me as I am, cause I'm going
I was too scared to start now I'm too scared to let go
Take me as I am, cause I'm growing
But its so hard to tell when I'm not used to this soul
Pyramid (Charice)
Shawty's love is like a pyramid (ooh)
We stand together till the very end (eh ooh)
There'll never be another love for sure (ooh)
Iyaz and Charice let we go
Stones, heavy like the love you've shown (shown)
Solid as the ground we've known (known)
And I just wanna carry on
We took it from the bottom up (no no no)
And even in a desert storm (yeah)
Sturdy as a rock we hold (oh)
Wishing every moment froze
Now I just wanna let you know
Earthquakes can't shake us
Cyclones can't break us
Hurricanes can't take away our love
Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh (ooh)
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh (oooh)
Cold (cold), never ever when you're close (close)
We will never let it fold (fold)
A story that was never told
Something like a mystery (yoh!)
And every step we took we've grown
Look how fast the time has flown
A journey to a place unknown
We're going down in history
Earthquakes can't shake us (oh)
Cyclones can't break us (oh)
Hurricanes can't take away our love
Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (hey!)
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top, (at the top baby) like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing (wind is blowing)
We'll never fall just keep it going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay, like a pyramid (eh oh)
Like a pyramid girl let me show you
That I love you so much
That we gonna get through (oh oh)
Even when there's storms
I will never go, Ima be the one to keep you safe (hey)
Before was our love back it up more than enough
Holding on to one another be the cover when it's rough (oh oh)
Mother nature (hey) or disaster won't stop at happy ever after
Pyramid, keep it going (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)
Oh oh ooooh (like a pyramid, like a pyramid)
Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock (solid rock)
It feels just like it's heaven's touch (oooh)
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep on going (keep it going)
Forever we will stay (Charice), like a pyramid (what what)
Pyramid, we built this on a solid rock
It feels just like it's heaven's touch
Together at the top (at the top baby, at the top girl), like a pyramid (pyramid)
And even when the wind is blowing
We'll never fall just keep it going
Forever we will stay (ooh), like a pyramid
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh
Like a pyramid like a pyramid eh eh
Don't Let Me Get Me lyrics
Songwriters: Austin, Dallas L; Moore, Alecia B;
Never win first place, I don't support the team
I can't take direction and my socks are never clean
Teachers dated me, my parents hated me
I was always in a fight 'cuz I can't do nothin' right
Everyday I fight a war against the mirror
I can't take the person starin' back at me
I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
I wanna be somebody else, yeah
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
(Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)
L.A. told me, "You'll be a pop star
All you have to change is everything you are"
Tired of being compared to damn Britney Spears
She's so pretty, that just ain't me
Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe me somethin'
A day in the life of someone else
'Cuz I'm a hazard to myself
Don't let me get me
(Ohh)
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
So irritating
(Ohh no)
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
(Yeah)
Don't let me get me
(Don't let me)
I'm my own worst enemy
(I'm)
Its bad when you annoy yourself
(Yoo)
So irritating
Don't wanna be my friend no more
I wanna be somebody else
Doctor, doctor won't you please prescribe me somethin'
A day in the life of someone else
Don't let me get me
Ohh
I'm a hazard to myself, yeah
Don't let me get me
I'm my own worst enemy
Its bad when you annoy yourself
(Yourself)
So irritating
(So irritating, yeah)
Don't wanna be my friend no more
(Don't wanna, don't wanna)
I wanna be somebody else
Don't let me get me
(Don't let)
(Don't let)
I'm my own worst enemy
(Don't let me get me)
Its bad when you annoy yourself
(It's bad)
(It's so bad)
So irritating
(Ohh)
Don't wanna be my friend no more
(Aah)
I wanna be somebody else
Don't let me get me
Don't let me get me
(I'm my own worst enemy)
Its bad when you annoy yourself
Family Portrait lyrics
Songwriters: Storch, Scott; Moore, Alecia;
Aah aah [Incomprehensible]
Aah aah [Incomprehensible]
Ohh ohh ohh ohh
Yeah yeah, yeah yeah yeah
Mama please stop cryin'
I can't stand the sound
Your pain is painful
And it's tearin' me down
I hear glasses breakin'
As I sit up in my bed
I told Dad you didn't mean
Those nasty things you said
You fight about money
'Bout me and my brother
And this I come home to
This is my shelter
It ain't easy, growin' up in World War III
Never knowin' what love could be
You'll see, I don't want love to destroy me
Like it has done my family
Can we work it out?
(Can we?)
Can we be a family?
(Can we?)
I promise I'll be better
(I promise)
Mommy, I'll do anything
(I'll do anything)
Can we work it out?
Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better
Daddy, please don't leave
Daddy please stop yelling
(Stop)
I can't stand the sound
(Can't stand the sound)
Make Mama stop cryin'
'Cause I need you around
My mama, she loves you
(I know it)
No matter what she says is true
I know that she hurts you
But remember I love you too
I ran away today
Ran from the noise, ran away
(Ran away)
Don't wanna go back to that place
But don't have no choice, no way
It ain't easy growin' up in World War III
Never knowin' what love could be
That I've seen, I don't want love to destroy me
(I don't want love to destroy me)
Like it did my family
Can we work it out?
(Can we work it?)
Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better
(I promise I'll do anything)
Mommy, I'll do anything
(To keep you better)
Can we work it out?
Can we be a family?
I promise I'll be better
(I promise, I promise)
Daddy, please don't leave
(Stay)
In our family portrait
(In our family portrait)
We look pretty happy
(We look pretty happy)
Let's play pretend
(Let's play pretend)
Let's act like it comes naturally
(That's right)
(That's right)
I don't wanna have to split the holidays
(No, no)
I don't want two addresses
(No)
I don't want a stepbrother anyways
And I don't want my Mommy
Have to change her last name!
In our family portrait
We look pretty happy
We look pretty normal
Let's go back to that
In our family portrait
We look pretty happy
Let's play pretend
Act like it goes naturally
In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal
(I promise I'll be better)
Let's go back to that
(Mommy I'll do anything)
In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
Let's play pretend
(I promise I'll be better)
Act like it goes naturally
(Daddy please don't leave)
Oh let's go back oh lets go back to that
In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal
(I promise I'll be better)
Lets go back to that
(Mommy I'll do anything)
In our family portrait
(Can we work it out?)
We look pretty happy
(Can we be a family?)
We look pretty normal
(I promise I'll be better)
Let's go back to that
(Mommy I'll do anything)
Daddy don't leave
(Don't leave)
Daddy don't leave
(Don't leave)
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Daddy turn around please
Remember that the night you left
You took my shining star
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Daddy don't leave
Don't leave us here alone
Mama'll be nicer
I'll be so much better
I'll tell my brother
I won't spill the milk at dinner
I'll be so much better
I'll do everything right
I'll be your little girl forever
I'll go to sleep at night
Ohh ho ohh ho
Ohh ho ohh ho
Funhouse lyrics
Songwriters: Harry, Jimmy; Kanal, Tony; Moore, Alecia;
I dance around this empty house
Tear us down, throw you out
Screaming down the halls
Spinning all around and now we fall
Pictures framing up the past
Your taunting smirk behind the glass
This museum full of ash
Once a tickle, now a rash
This used to be a Funhouse
But now it's full of evil clowns
It's time to start the countdown
I'm gonna burn it down, down, down
I'm gonna burn it down
9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, fun
Echoes knocking on locked doors
All the laughter from before
I'd rather live out on the street
Than in this haunted memory
I've called the movers, called the maids
We'll try to exorcise this place
Drag my mattress to the yard
Crumble, tumble house of cards
This used to be a Funhouse
But now it's full of evil clowns
It's time to start the countdown
I'm gonna burn it down, down, down
This used to be a Funhouse
But now it's full of evil clowns
It's time to start the countdown
I'm gonna burn it down, down, down
I'm gonna burn it down
9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1, fun
I'm crawling through the doggy door
My key don't fit my life no more
I'll change the drapes, I'll break the plates
I'll find a new place, burn this fucker down
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do
Do, do, do, do, da, da, da, da
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do
(9, 8)
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do
(7, 6)
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do
(5, 4, 3)
Do, do, do, do, do, do, do
(2, 1)
This used to be a Funhouse
But now it's full of evil clowns
It's time to start the countdown
I'm gonna burn it down, down, down
This used to be a Funhouse
But now it's full of evil clowns
It's time to start the countdown
I'm gonna burn it down, down, down
I'm gonna burn it down
I Got Money Now lyrics
When I was a young buck
I tried to be liked by
Everyone
Everyone
I tried so hard to be funny and nice
I tried so hard to be sugar and spice
Didn't work for me
Got old quickly
But now I'm not losing sleep at night
No one's calling me on the telephone
To see if I'm at home
Cause now I've got everything that I have ever wanted or so it seems
Yeah so it seems yeah
You don't
Have to
Like me
Anymore
I've got money now
I don't care
What you say
About me
Anymore
I've got money now
When I got a little older
I realized
It's all lies
There is no prize
There is no prize
There is no heartache if you can afford
Everything delivered right to your door
Responsibilities
This life is easy
So now girl with everything
How could she complain
Cause she's got it made
Yeah she's got it made
I don't need to be tucked in at night
Told that everything is gonna be alright
Is gonna be alright
Cause I don't have to fight
You don't
Have to
Like me
Anymore
I've got money now
I don't care
What you say
About me
Anymore
I've got money now
I wouldn't trade a dollar for some sense
I wouldn't trade a lifetime for some friends
I've got everything
And all is what it seems
I worked so hard all of my life
Just to have things I could call mine
I don't need no love
Cause I have got enough
So now I don't mind being alone all the time
It's alright
I've got money now
That's what it's all about
And I'm so busy buying things and traveling the world
I don't have time for friends
Or family
And that's fine with me
So it seems
You don't
Have to
Like me
Anymore
I've got money now
I don't care
What you say
About me
Anymore
I've got money now
You don't
Have to
Like me
Anymore
I've got money now
I don't care
What you say
About me
Anymore
Cause I've got money now
Just Like A Pill lyrics
Songwriters: Austin, Dallas L; Moore, Alecia B;
I'm lyin' here on the floor where you left me
I think, I took too much
I'm cryin' here, what have you done?
I thought it would be fun
I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch
I can't stay on your morphine, 'cuz its makin' me itch
I said, I tried to call the nurse again but she's being a little bitch
I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill
I haven't moved from the spot where you left me
This must be a bad trip
All of the other pills, they were different
Maybe I should get some help
I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch
I can't stay on your morphine, 'cuz its makin' me itch
I said, I tried to call the nurse again but she's being a little bitch
I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill
I can't stay on your life support, there's a shortage in the switch
(Just like a pill)
I can't stay on your morphine, 'cuz its makin' me itch
(Just like a pill)
I said, I tried to call the nurse again but she's being a little bitch
(Just like a pill)
I think I'll get outta here, where I can
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
(Frustrated, frustrated fears)
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
You keep makin' me ill
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
(Frustrated fears)
And I swear you're just like a pill
(Just like a pill)
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
(Makin' me, makin' me ill)
You keep makin' me ill
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
And I swear you're just like a pill
Instead of makin' me better, you keep makin' me ill
(Oh you keep makin' me ill)
You keep makin' me ill
Run just as fast as I can
To the middle of nowhere
To the middle of my frustrated fears
So What lyrics
Songwriters: Martin, Max; Moore, Alecia; Schmistro, Johan;
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Na, na, na, na, na, na
I guess I just lost my boyfriend
I don't know where he went
So I'm gonna spend my money
I'm not gonna pay his rent
I got a brand new attitude
And I'm gonna wear it tonight
I'm gonna get in trouble
I wanna start a fight
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
I wanna start a fight
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
I wanna start a fight
So, so what, I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't need you
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight
The waiter just took my table
And gave it to Jessica Simps
I guess I'll go sit with drum boy
At least he'll knows how to sing
What if this song's on the radio?
Somebody's gonna die
I'm gonna get in trouble
My ex will start a fight
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
He's gonna start a fight
Na, na, na, na, na, na, na
Yeah, he's gonna get in a fight
So, so what, I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't need you
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight
You weren't there, you never were
You want it all but that's not fair
I gave you life, I gave my all
You we're there, you let me fall
So, so what, I'm still a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't need you
And guess what, I'm havin' more fun
And now that we're done I'm gonna show you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight
I'm alright, I'm just fine and you're a fool
So, so what, I am a rock star
I got my rock moves and I don't want you tonight
This Is How It Goes Down lyrics
I hear my name
I hear the trash you're talking
In your sleep
The secrets that you're keeping
A chick, that's smart
Did you really think that you could keep her in the dark?
Does she purr?
Does she make it hard?
Hard to speak
Does she dress the part?
I'm sure she'll take some getting used to
Darlin, she won't ever be me
I felt the bite
Take a spit
Suck the poison out of me
I'll make you beg
Make you come
To your senses
If you keep up the shit
Take the hit
Dig the grave
This is how it goes down
This is how it goes down
Gonna run
Gonna scream
Gonna crawl round on your knees
When you realize that no one's gonna measure up to me
Doesn't matter cause I'm over it now
This is how it goes down
This is how it goes down
I'm gonna rage
Stay out really late
I'm gonna hang with all my friends you hate
I may try that threesome
Better late than never and
Better without you
This is your future as I see it
You will be homeless, poor, and broken
She will have left you when she finds out who you are
You're nothing but an extra, and baby I'm the star
I felt the bite
Take a spit
Suck the poison out of me
I'll make you beg
Make you come
To your senses
If you keep up the shit
Take the hit
Dig the grave
This is how it goes down
This is how it goes down
Gonna run
Gonna scream
Gonna crawl round on your knees
When you realize that no one's gonna measure up to me
Doesn't matter cause I'm over it now
This is how it goes down
This is how it goes down
I suppose this is how the story goes, but
Ever since that door closed, I've been going (down, down, down, down)
The drain and the pain got me nauseous (down, down, down)
I should have been more cautious or clever
Whatever, you'll never find a dude with a better headgame, and
You can take that both ways
You laughin’ like I'm playin’ wit your fingers up like oh ? (down, down, down, down)
Wish you would have a threesome without me I pull a O. G. (down, down, down)
And text you something incriminating pictures from my old days
I felt the bite
Take a spit
Suck the poison out of me
I'll make you beg
Make you come
To your senses
If you keep up the shit
Take the hit
Dig the grave
This is how it goes down
This is how it goes down
Gonna run
Gonna scream
Gonna crawl round on your knees
When you realize that no one's gonna measure up to me
Doesn't matter cause I'm over it now
This is how it goes down
This is how it goes down
Somebody doesn't like you
Cause you're not such a bigshot dude
Might wanna rethink it through
Coulda asked me, I woulda told you the truth
Somebody doesn't like you
Cause you're not such a bigshot dude
Might wanna rethink it through
Shoulda asked me, I woulda told you the truth
U + Ur Hand lyrics
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Check it out
Going out
On the late night
Looking tight
Feeling nice
It's a **** fight
I can tell
I just know
That it's going down
Tonight
At the door we don't wait cause we know them
At the bar six shots just beginning
That's when dick head put his hands on me
But you see
I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just u and ur hand tonight
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Midnight
I'm drunk
I don't give a ****
Wanna dance
By myself
Guess you're outta luck
Don't touch
Back up
I'm not the one
Buh bye
Listen up it's just not happening
You can say what you want to your boyfriends
Just let me have my fun tonight
Aiight
I'm not here for your entertainment
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight
Uh uh uh uh uh uh uh oh
Break break
Break it down
In the corner with your boys you bet 'em five bucks
You'd get the girl that just walked in but she thinks you suck
We didn't get all dressed up just for you to see
So quit spilling your drinks on me yeah
You know who you are
High fivin, talking ****, but you're going home alone arentcha?
Cause I'm not here for your entertainment
No
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
Just stop and take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight
It's just you and your hand
I'm not here for your entertainment
No no no
You don't really want to mess with me tonight
Just stop and take a second
Just take a second
I was fine before you walked into my life
Cause you know it's over
Before it began
Keep your drink just give me the money
It's just you and your hand tonight
Yeah oh
Who Knew lyrics
Songwriters: Martin, Max; Moore, Alecia B; Gottwald, Lukasz;
You took my hand, you showed me how
You promised me you'd be around
Uh huh, that's right
I took your words and I believed
In everything you said to me
Yeah huh, that's right
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
?Cause they're all wrong
I know better
?Cause you said forever
And ever, who knew?
Remember when we were such fools
And so convinced and just too cool
Oh no, no no
I wish I could touch you again
I wish I could still call you a friend
I'd give anything
When someone said count your blessings now
For they're long gone
I guess I just didn't know how
I was all wrong
But they knew better
Still you said forever and ever
Who knew? Yeah yeah
I'll keep you locked in my head
Until we meet again
Until we, until we meet again
And I won't forget you my friend
What happened?
If someone said three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and punch them out
?Cause they're all wrong
And that last kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memory
You visit me in my sleep
My darling, who knew?
My darling
My darling, who knew?
My darling I miss you
My darling, who knew?
Who knew?
Home lyrics
Songwriters: Daughtry, Christopher;
I'm staring out into the night, trying to hide the pain
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain
Well, I'm going home, back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from, no, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home, well I'm going home
The miles are getting longer, it seems, the closer I get to you
I've not always been the best man or friend for you
But your love it makes true and I don't know why
You always seem to give me another try
So I'm going home, back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from, no, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
Be careful what you wish for 'cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all and then some you don't want
Be careful what you wish for 'cause you just might get it all
You just might get it all, yeah
Oh, well I'm going home, back to the place where I belong
And where your love has always been enough for me
I'm not running from, no, I think you got me all wrong
I don't regret this life I chose for me
But these places and these faces are getting old
I said these places and these faces are getting old
So I'm going home, I'm going home
Over You lyrics
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
Hands Down lyrics
Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.
This night is wild,
so calm and dull,
these hearts they race,
from self control.
Your legs are smooth,
as they graze mine,
we're doing fine,
we're doing nothing at all.
My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.
My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer.
Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
this moment we share together
and the streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.
And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,
that you meant it,
that you meant it,
and I knew,
that you meant it,
that you meant it.
Thursday, November 26, 2009
Noraebang!!!!
Our Noraebang Day... ang gling kumanta ng mga ksma ko... nahiya ako bigla... ^.^
Blow by Blow account would be posted later... Have a massive headache... 2 days hang over... hmmm hang over... sa 2 bottles of SanMig Light... I'm such a LOSER!!!! ^.^
Ten Things...
10 Things I Hate About HIM
1. He's everything I look for in a guy (maputing matangkad na chinitong maganda ang siko)
2. He has a sense of humour (albeit mababaw and sometimes crude)
3. He thinks I'm cute (which is pretty rare since I haven't heard anyone say that to me before, he mentions the butt thing as well, but that's not new to me)
4. He's sweet (this whole page wouldn't even suffice every sweet thing he has done for me)
5. He's nice (not just to me but to everybody and when I say eveybody I mean EVERYBODY)
6. He has a different way of pronouncing my name (aside from calling me BUNSO, i know he doesn't really do this on purpose... it's really the way he says my name from the onset... he says my name bisaya-like, saying IRIN instead of ERIN... which is funny, almost annoying actually, oh and he has a certain look when he calls me that, I even have it on VIDEO!! Haha!!! Stalker Alert!)
7. He's DEDICATED (to a lot of things, his craft, his business, his sports, his [do I dare say] significant other, she's a very, very significant other... how significant do you ask? He even hgave her his last name... THAT SIGNIFICANT!)
8. He says I can cook (Hehehe!!! ^.^)
9. He has a really scary (**kilig**) way of looking at ME (Delusion? Wishful Thinking perhaps? It just so happen that I have a photo to prove it... ^.^ )
10. And last but not least, drum rolll please... he's my latest Eien Kataomoi Syndrome... My Kimi Wo Koto Wasurenai yo.... ^.^ (those who can't understand japanese.... I'm not translating, Gomen!!!! ^.^)
1. He's everything I look for in a guy (maputing matangkad na chinitong maganda ang siko)
2. He has a sense of humour (albeit mababaw and sometimes crude)
3. He thinks I'm cute (which is pretty rare since I haven't heard anyone say that to me before, he mentions the butt thing as well, but that's not new to me)
4. He's sweet (this whole page wouldn't even suffice every sweet thing he has done for me)
5. He's nice (not just to me but to everybody and when I say eveybody I mean EVERYBODY)
6. He has a different way of pronouncing my name (aside from calling me BUNSO, i know he doesn't really do this on purpose... it's really the way he says my name from the onset... he says my name bisaya-like, saying IRIN instead of ERIN... which is funny, almost annoying actually, oh and he has a certain look when he calls me that, I even have it on VIDEO!! Haha!!! Stalker Alert!)
7. He's DEDICATED (to a lot of things, his craft, his business, his sports, his [do I dare say] significant other, she's a very, very significant other... how significant do you ask? He even hgave her his last name... THAT SIGNIFICANT!)
8. He says I can cook (Hehehe!!! ^.^)
9. He has a really scary (**kilig**) way of looking at ME (Delusion? Wishful Thinking perhaps? It just so happen that I have a photo to prove it... ^.^ )
10. And last but not least, drum rolll please... he's my latest Eien Kataomoi Syndrome... My Kimi Wo Koto Wasurenai yo.... ^.^ (those who can't understand japanese.... I'm not translating, Gomen!!!! ^.^)
EMO Moment
Scratch Paper Entry
Written Date: 11.24.09
Topic: Eien Kataomoi Syndrome Strikes Back, ERIN on EMO-mode AGAIN
Should I Be Happy?
I have this philosophy about people I like (okay, LOVE... but it's so strong a word to describe something so vague,so unknown to me... told you I was feeling EMO) I'd always say that I'd be happy as long as long as they ae happy. But it's a melancholic kind of HAPPINESS. I was able to do it in the past albeit the bitter feeling. This time,I'm tired of smiling, looking happy in front of him,just pretending that I'm okay seeing him, it sucks... I'm not EMO... no... not always but I'm tired. Just that I'm tired of having to pretend I don't have feelings when I do... I'm tired of always having to be the one who has the thought process, the person who's always thinking about people's reaction when he could just walk around and act like we're the brother & sister tandem that we used to be, keyword "used to be", we're no longer that it stopped being that when I found out that I have a crush on him as well, it stopped being that when he started putting innuendos in our conversations, it stopped being that when he sent that 'supposedly' innocent text that includes my 4 most hated words now (I Miss You, Bunso...). It's wrong for me to misinterpret it, but he's been saying that after I arrived from Singapore and every chance he gets...
We don't speak that much now... It's a bad thing but it's something I need to do if i wish to get over him... I don't want to be over him truth be told, but... again, it's tiring... and I'm tired. I'm not able to smile normally anymore,not in front of him and I'm dreading seeing him. I don't want to look sad when I see him and I've already said this a couple of times, I'm tired. so best thing to do is to avoid the cause, which is is really not hard to do sine we have different schedules and we're not on the same work area. It's just that,Fate likes to play tricks on me, I'm not mad... but I can't always be cautious...
(A/N: EMO OVERLOAD!!!! ^.^)
Written Date: 11.24.09
Topic: Eien Kataomoi Syndrome Strikes Back, ERIN on EMO-mode AGAIN
Should I Be Happy?
I have this philosophy about people I like (okay, LOVE... but it's so strong a word to describe something so vague,so unknown to me... told you I was feeling EMO) I'd always say that I'd be happy as long as long as they ae happy. But it's a melancholic kind of HAPPINESS. I was able to do it in the past albeit the bitter feeling. This time,I'm tired of smiling, looking happy in front of him,just pretending that I'm okay seeing him, it sucks... I'm not EMO... no... not always but I'm tired. Just that I'm tired of having to pretend I don't have feelings when I do... I'm tired of always having to be the one who has the thought process, the person who's always thinking about people's reaction when he could just walk around and act like we're the brother & sister tandem that we used to be, keyword "used to be", we're no longer that it stopped being that when I found out that I have a crush on him as well, it stopped being that when he started putting innuendos in our conversations, it stopped being that when he sent that 'supposedly' innocent text that includes my 4 most hated words now (I Miss You, Bunso...). It's wrong for me to misinterpret it, but he's been saying that after I arrived from Singapore and every chance he gets...
We don't speak that much now... It's a bad thing but it's something I need to do if i wish to get over him... I don't want to be over him truth be told, but... again, it's tiring... and I'm tired. I'm not able to smile normally anymore,not in front of him and I'm dreading seeing him. I don't want to look sad when I see him and I've already said this a couple of times, I'm tired. so best thing to do is to avoid the cause, which is is really not hard to do sine we have different schedules and we're not on the same work area. It's just that,Fate likes to play tricks on me, I'm not mad... but I can't always be cautious...
(A/N: EMO OVERLOAD!!!! ^.^)
Scratch!!! Scratch Scratch!!!!
These are just some of my random rants, I usually write my thoughts on paper especially if I'm bored or if it's really a significant event... these are just some of them... some are actually too personal to share so those notes I'm keeping to myself... ^.^
Disclaimer: No editing was done during the typing of these entries, what's written on my notepad is the same thing that I wrote down... minus the grammatical errors... ^.^
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Scratch Paper Entry (1)
Date Written: 04.22.09
Topic: Random Sightings
When it rains it pours!!!
First is the Korean cutie,then the Song Woo Bin look-a-like and next is my long lost brother... Haha! Oppa looks older than before, he doesn't have gel today... He's supposed to make yakap, I think... but I backed out... Is he hurt? Hmm... Kilig-Kilig... but he rally looks gloomy nowadays... not that I've seen him plenty of times this week... The last few times I've seen him he doesn't smile the same way to me anymore... I'm thinking something might've changed... I'm not sure what it is but something about the way he address me is different from the way he always say "Bunso!' before...
(A/N: DELUSION Land again... )
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Scratch Paper Entry (2)
Date Written: 06.03.09
Topic: The Aliens
I happen to be in the same elevator with them going down yesterday. Scott (the other half of the ALIEN CLUB, KOREAN DIVISION) said something to them. And I think he was referring to me... yah, my paranoid side just might be kicking in but still, I really think it's me he's talking about. Stupid chinky eyed alien! ^.^
SCOTT QUOTE: Dude, I just saw someone....
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Scratch Paper Entry (3)
Date Written: 06.15.09
Topic: Lessons Learned In A Day
*Stop blabbing, it's gonna get you in DEEP trouble
*BINGKANTOS is a hush-hush word, stop announcing it to the world
*I Really need to know when to shut up
*Stop being bitter, you have no right or better yet you're UNKNOWN
*Eavesdropping is really fun especially if the topic of discussion is the person you don't like (nope,I don't HATE her,there isn't a reason to), hahaha!!! B*tch moment! ^.^
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Scratch Paper Entry (4)
Date Written: 06.30.09
Topic: End Of Hiatus
He's back!!!! Yey!!! The Song Woo-Bin look-a-like is back!!! I soooo lurve him talaga!!!! To death!!!! And oh, the couple... I'm not seeing them together anymore, odd! Anyways, I don't want to assume...
I've noticed, I've been ranting a lot lately... it's weird... I'm not usually a ranter (is there such a word?)
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Scratch Paper Entry (5)
Date Written: 07.13.09
Topic: Another close encounter with the 3rd kind
Part I
Raining outside... OA... don't have an umbrella with me. Had a close encounter with the 3rd kind... There were 4 of them... I can't tell the difference from a long distance... sorry, faulty eyes... but I heard one of them say "Dude, I see her"... HER could be anyone.... it just so happened that I'm the only female standing there on the lobby and they were looking my way... Paranoia? I'm thinking that they're making fun of me... I don't care about him anyway, I want a new sched... this sched sucks big time!!!!
Part II
Again, my sucking 15 minute break ruined!!! I'm not that into him!!! I'm just annoyed that they could make fun of me like that... earlier he was supposed to get tissue, I'm the only one who has it... he backed out, that's absolutely offensive...
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Scratch Paper Entry (6)
Date Written: 07.15.09
Topic: Sightings
Shot 2 birds with one stone again... saw KimChi this morning, chat with J-oppa after lunch, saw KimChi sleeping at the Resource Center and saw J-oppa just now bestowing me a sobrang DAD-like kiss....
Quote Of The Day: Noise has one advantage, it drowns out words.
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Scratch Paper Entry (7, 8 & 9)
Date Written: 08.10, 11 & 16.09
Topic: KimChi
08.10.09
KimChi is taken, again?! What is this an on-again-off-agin relationship? It's confusing me!!! I thought it was my happy day today... well, I get to talk to Woo Bin-sunbae (WB-sunbae) anyway... he's updating me about KimChi, i told him that I'm not interested in KimChi anymore... that I'd court him instead... hmmm i don't think he believes me though...
08.11.09
New KimChi name: Fermented Chinese Cabbage (FCC)
All of us are wearing BLACK. WB-sunbae, my FCC and ME... I knew it!!!! We're like a telenovela triangle... But I would be pining for WB-sunbae and FCC's pining for me... yep! me again off to DELUSION Land!!!! ^.^
08.16.09
I have a mission on Tuesday. I'm gonna say "Annyoung!!" to FCC and he's gonna greet me back... Bwahahaha!!!! ^.^ (A/N: for those who are curious, this is a failed mission... it's not that I wasn't able to see him alone... I just decided then and there that the idea is absolutely stupid... and NO, I didn't chicken out... ^.^)
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Scratch Paper Entry (10)
Date Written: 09.12.09
Topic: The start of my "Nomu Gipuen Johuenal" Day
Everyday is my "Nomu Gipuen Johuenal" Day (A/N: This roughly translates to Wonderful Day... ^.^)... Why? Basta! I want to be happy everyday even if it's just because of a small thing...
My Secret Shifter Lists:
1. Ok Taeckyeon
2. Wild Bunnies Episode with the Dirty Eyed Boys
3. Ok Taeckyeon and Im Seulong
4. Ok Taeckyeon smiling
5. Taeck's burning eye stare
6. Jinwoon and Jun Ho's eye smile
7. My WB look-a-like
Quote For The Day:
Make it your ambition to lead a quiet life,to mind your own business and to work your hands, just as we told you, so that your daily life may win the respect of outsiders, and so that you will not be dependent on anybody. --->1 Thessalonians 4:11&12
Disclaimer: No editing was done during the typing of these entries, what's written on my notepad is the same thing that I wrote down... minus the grammatical errors... ^.^
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Scratch Paper Entry (1)
Date Written: 04.22.09
Topic: Random Sightings
When it rains it pours!!!
First is the Korean cutie,then the Song Woo Bin look-a-like and next is my long lost brother... Haha! Oppa looks older than before, he doesn't have gel today... He's supposed to make yakap, I think... but I backed out... Is he hurt? Hmm... Kilig-Kilig... but he rally looks gloomy nowadays... not that I've seen him plenty of times this week... The last few times I've seen him he doesn't smile the same way to me anymore... I'm thinking something might've changed... I'm not sure what it is but something about the way he address me is different from the way he always say "Bunso!' before...
(A/N: DELUSION Land again... )
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Scratch Paper Entry (2)
Date Written: 06.03.09
Topic: The Aliens
I happen to be in the same elevator with them going down yesterday. Scott (the other half of the ALIEN CLUB, KOREAN DIVISION) said something to them. And I think he was referring to me... yah, my paranoid side just might be kicking in but still, I really think it's me he's talking about. Stupid chinky eyed alien! ^.^
SCOTT QUOTE: Dude, I just saw someone....
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Scratch Paper Entry (3)
Date Written: 06.15.09
Topic: Lessons Learned In A Day
*Stop blabbing, it's gonna get you in DEEP trouble
*BINGKANTOS is a hush-hush word, stop announcing it to the world
*I Really need to know when to shut up
*Stop being bitter, you have no right or better yet you're UNKNOWN
*Eavesdropping is really fun especially if the topic of discussion is the person you don't like (nope,I don't HATE her,there isn't a reason to), hahaha!!! B*tch moment! ^.^
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Scratch Paper Entry (4)
Date Written: 06.30.09
Topic: End Of Hiatus
He's back!!!! Yey!!! The Song Woo-Bin look-a-like is back!!! I soooo lurve him talaga!!!! To death!!!! And oh, the couple... I'm not seeing them together anymore, odd! Anyways, I don't want to assume...
I've noticed, I've been ranting a lot lately... it's weird... I'm not usually a ranter (is there such a word?)
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Scratch Paper Entry (5)
Date Written: 07.13.09
Topic: Another close encounter with the 3rd kind
Part I
Raining outside... OA... don't have an umbrella with me. Had a close encounter with the 3rd kind... There were 4 of them... I can't tell the difference from a long distance... sorry, faulty eyes... but I heard one of them say "Dude, I see her"... HER could be anyone.... it just so happened that I'm the only female standing there on the lobby and they were looking my way... Paranoia? I'm thinking that they're making fun of me... I don't care about him anyway, I want a new sched... this sched sucks big time!!!!
Part II
Again, my sucking 15 minute break ruined!!! I'm not that into him!!! I'm just annoyed that they could make fun of me like that... earlier he was supposed to get tissue, I'm the only one who has it... he backed out, that's absolutely offensive...
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Scratch Paper Entry (6)
Date Written: 07.15.09
Topic: Sightings
Shot 2 birds with one stone again... saw KimChi this morning, chat with J-oppa after lunch, saw KimChi sleeping at the Resource Center and saw J-oppa just now bestowing me a sobrang DAD-like kiss....
Quote Of The Day: Noise has one advantage, it drowns out words.
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Scratch Paper Entry (7, 8 & 9)
Date Written: 08.10, 11 & 16.09
Topic: KimChi
08.10.09
KimChi is taken, again?! What is this an on-again-off-agin relationship? It's confusing me!!! I thought it was my happy day today... well, I get to talk to Woo Bin-sunbae (WB-sunbae) anyway... he's updating me about KimChi, i told him that I'm not interested in KimChi anymore... that I'd court him instead... hmmm i don't think he believes me though...
08.11.09
New KimChi name: Fermented Chinese Cabbage (FCC)
All of us are wearing BLACK. WB-sunbae, my FCC and ME... I knew it!!!! We're like a telenovela triangle... But I would be pining for WB-sunbae and FCC's pining for me... yep! me again off to DELUSION Land!!!! ^.^
08.16.09
I have a mission on Tuesday. I'm gonna say "Annyoung!!" to FCC and he's gonna greet me back... Bwahahaha!!!! ^.^ (A/N: for those who are curious, this is a failed mission... it's not that I wasn't able to see him alone... I just decided then and there that the idea is absolutely stupid... and NO, I didn't chicken out... ^.^)
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Scratch Paper Entry (10)
Date Written: 09.12.09
Topic: The start of my "Nomu Gipuen Johuenal" Day
Everyday is my "Nomu Gipuen Johuenal" Day (A/N: This roughly translates to Wonderful Day... ^.^)... Why? Basta! I want to be happy everyday even if it's just because of a small thing...
My Secret Shifter Lists:
1. Ok Taeckyeon
2. Wild Bunnies Episode with the Dirty Eyed Boys
3. Ok Taeckyeon and Im Seulong
4. Ok Taeckyeon smiling
5. Taeck's burning eye stare
6. Jinwoon and Jun Ho's eye smile
7. My WB look-a-like
Quote For The Day:
Make it your ambition to lead a quiet life,to mind your own business and to work your hands, just as we told you, so that your daily life may win the respect of outsiders, and so that you will not be dependent on anybody. --->1 Thessalonians 4:11&12
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